"Then, besides all this, I have the daily burden of my concern for all the churches."
2 Corinthians 11:28 (NLT)In this part of the imagined interview, Paul admits he was the "chief tormentor" of the early Christians, a thorn in the flesh of the brethren. He believed that destroying anything opposed to Judaism was righteousness. Then, on the road to Damascus, he met Christ (Acts 9:3). After true repentance, Ananias prayed for him, he was baptized immediately, and the Lord made him a chosen instrument to carry the message to Gentiles, kings, and the people of Israel (Acts 9:15, 18). Everything he once valued became worthless compared to knowing Christ Jesus his Lord (Philippians 3:7). Yet the transition was not easy. Many believers could not fellowship with a man who had persecuted them (Acts 9:26). Barnabas encouraged him and helped bring him into the community, and Paul owed him a great debt of gratitude.
Paul's list of hardships is staggering. His own people wanted him dead (Acts 9:23). He endured prison, countless beatings, stoning, three shipwrecks, a night and a day adrift at sea, danger from robbers, sleepless nights, hunger, and cold (2 Corinthians 11:24-27). What kept him going was fixing his eyes on Christ, the Author and Finisher of his faith (Hebrews 12:2), and pressing toward the prize of the upward call (Philippians 3:14). As Christ's ambassadors, we are called to the same endurance. Like Barnabas, we can also help someone who is trying to find their place. Paul's closing words to us still stand: "Be strong and immovable. Always work enthusiastically for the Lord, for you know that nothing you do for the Lord is ever useless" (1 Corinthians 15:58).
Lord, thank You for the example of Paul, who endured every hardship because he kept his eyes on Christ. Give me the strength to press on when the mission is hard. Make me an encourager like Barnabas to those who are finding their place, and help me to finish my race faithfully. Amen.